saw e pic above?? i think its e only family photo left in e hse.
and its still in a frame. hanging on e walls of my room.
sometimes. i'll get a lil emotional when i look at e photo.
it reminds me abt those days.
those sweet memories dat i will hold till death.
i missed those weekends we had togetha, those holiday trips
and things we did togetha as a family.
how i wish dat we could get bck togetha as one.
years has gone. but to be honest.
tears still wet my cheeks,whenever im alone thinkin abt this.
everyone see who i appear to be. but deep inside. only "HE" knws,
those sorrows and sadness ive been thru.
i was naughty even when im a kid. no doubt abt that.
i was jus barely thirteen y/o at dat point of time.
and was doing fine in sch. i was even promoted to e express stream.
but jyeahh. sis was true. this matters made a big impact on me.
only thing in mind at that point was to rebel.
mom had a hard time controlling me.
after years of sufferings and heartache i caused her.
and what happened to dad.
i knew. its time fr me to wake up and mend my ways.
im really fortunate fr nt ending up in prison.
fr those mistakes ive made.
even though chances over chances e law had gave me.
hw i wished i could turned bck e time.
but i guess. its never too late.
